Why does it feel so good to be so bad?
We all have parts of us we're not proud of, or at least I hope so, or else I'm in some deep shit. I haven't found a proper outlet for my shameful co-me. Maybe that's why I make life harder than it has to be sometimes.
I want it all. I want to be good and bad, and I want to feel good about being bad. How do others do it? It's not like I can walk up to a stranger and ask how they get away with it without seeming like a complete lunatic.
Maybe the problem really is that I am a bit crazy. Maybe I shouldn't use the term "bad side". Perhaps I should call it "mentally ill aspect of personality."
I want it all. I want to be good and bad, and I want to feel good about being bad. How do others do it? It's not like I can walk up to a stranger and ask how they get away with it without seeming like a complete lunatic.
Maybe the problem really is that I am a bit crazy. Maybe I shouldn't use the term "bad side". Perhaps I should call it "mentally ill aspect of personality."
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